Life is a delicate negotiation
Hi,
its the last day of 2009!
time pass rly fast. like really damnnn fast!
before you knw it, a year is gone.
can't say nth much happen this yr,but aso cnt say nothing happen.
but i kno school drained me out for the first sem of yr 2.
we whine, we complain, we cry but we alw make it through :)
thats what kept me going for so long
iam not gg to do a month by month review like what i did for th past 2yrs
just on some general topic
Friendship, what else can i say.
friends come and go, only true one stays. right?
and i kno who my true friends are. :)
the ones who always stood by me, hear me out, pull me up.
i know and i really appreciate it !!
of cause, this 1 year ive seen through some people
and also gotten myself a few more closer friends.
encountered friendship problems too, which turned out fine in the end, :)
as for those 2headed people, what else can i say ?
their sight just irks me much. and i dont see a need to pretend
that i am oh-so-good with them :)
just bugger off man, seriously.
relationship ? haha. what can i say.
people are alw telling me that my blog damn emo .lallala.
frankly speaking, i dont even know what am i feeling anymore.
sometimes what seems to be may not be what it is.
and i dont rly believe in rls anymore.
because i think its scary how people change over time
ive mentioned it before right?
of cus, ive came across good guys this yr too.
but i think just that the timing wasn't right ,
or the feeling ? idk.. hah..
well, we alw ignore the ones who cares and care for the ones who ignores right?
but sometimes when i thought it was right, i was wrong.
and whats left is broken heart and question why, again.
quite tired of this kinda thing actually.
i just hope that the new year will be better.
like really be better.
:)
life /mindset etc etc
what can i say. at some point of life i just think that
its really meaningless.up till now, i still find it quite meaningless.
if only i could jst die man srsly.
i really dont mind if the world is gna end at 2012
what scares me most is the future. because i dont even kno wad i want.
what can i achieve and all. its scary, like. u know. real scary.
i wna earn big money and give my parents a good life
of cus right, who doesnt.
i wouldn't say ive matured alot thru this 1yr.
but at least i am beginning to think for my future.
like really think.
( which most of the time aft thinking il think that life sucks.LOL )
and iam scared of attachment! like idk anything man .sigh.
oh and i really hope to go overseas !
and did i mention it before?
ive alw wanted to go overseas with my boyf,
but till now it nv did came true :(
oh and this year i keep having thoughts of quitting school!
and hmm,yeh i turned 18
so i can club !
which is good.
hahah.
things have changed, we have all changed.
some to btr, some not of cus.
i know i am a v impatient and short-tempered person.
i really am,like super bad attitude.
but i think i am better now. :) or should i say i am sure i am . haha.
a year is quite a long journey,
i fall and tripped a zillion times, new wounds new scars
and posibbly even on the same old spot , but ive learned.
and i am still learning. afterall we're learning everyday right?
I would really like to thanks those friends who stood by me all these while.
through thick and thin, to pull me through my darkest moments a
nd bring me back to my old self.
and of cus for enduring my stupid attitude/tantrums and nonsense.
thank youss so much! you kno who you are.
and especially that special one who reads me like a book! :D
May year 2010 be a splendid year for y'all! :)
in a nut shell,
2009 was a soso year.hectic and all.
i hope 2010 will be btr!
i wish to step out of my comfort zone and interact more!
like really get to work! freaking loser!
till now stil nv work in the sales line before.sigh!
maybe get myself a good boyf? haha. someone whom i can last with!
and we can go overseas and all and all! do all the fun things! :)
i really need to LOOK FORWARD. LOOK FORWARD .FORWARD .FORWARD.
times gone can only be kept as memories!!! * note to self *
and i wna slim down more! more more! yes, i am sure i can.
cause i did this yr! ^^
and of cus, i hope studies will be alright.
not too stress and all pls!
SO
IAM GNA WELCOME YEAR 2010 WITH AN EMPTY HEART.
AND PUT EVERYTHING ELSE BEHIND ME,
MOVE ALONG WITH 2010 ^^
its the last day of 2009!
time pass rly fast. like really damnnn fast!
before you knw it, a year is gone.
can't say nth much happen this yr,but aso cnt say nothing happen.
but i kno school drained me out for the first sem of yr 2.
we whine, we complain, we cry but we alw make it through :)
thats what kept me going for so long
iam not gg to do a month by month review like what i did for th past 2yrs
just on some general topic
Friendship, what else can i say.
friends come and go, only true one stays. right?
and i kno who my true friends are. :)
the ones who always stood by me, hear me out, pull me up.
i know and i really appreciate it !!
of cause, this 1 year ive seen through some people
and also gotten myself a few more closer friends.
encountered friendship problems too, which turned out fine in the end, :)
as for those 2headed people, what else can i say ?
their sight just irks me much. and i dont see a need to pretend
that i am oh-so-good with them :)
just bugger off man, seriously.
relationship ? haha. what can i say.
people are alw telling me that my blog damn emo .lallala.
frankly speaking, i dont even know what am i feeling anymore.
sometimes what seems to be may not be what it is.
and i dont rly believe in rls anymore.
because i think its scary how people change over time
ive mentioned it before right?
of cus, ive came across good guys this yr too.
but i think just that the timing wasn't right ,
or the feeling ? idk.. hah..
well, we alw ignore the ones who cares and care for the ones who ignores right?
but sometimes when i thought it was right, i was wrong.
and whats left is broken heart and question why, again.
quite tired of this kinda thing actually.
i just hope that the new year will be better.
like really be better.
:)
life /mindset etc etc
what can i say. at some point of life i just think that
its really meaningless.up till now, i still find it quite meaningless.
if only i could jst die man srsly.
i really dont mind if the world is gna end at 2012
what scares me most is the future. because i dont even kno wad i want.
what can i achieve and all. its scary, like. u know. real scary.
i wna earn big money and give my parents a good life
of cus right, who doesnt.
i wouldn't say ive matured alot thru this 1yr.
but at least i am beginning to think for my future.
like really think.
( which most of the time aft thinking il think that life sucks.LOL )
and iam scared of attachment! like idk anything man .sigh.
oh and i really hope to go overseas !
and did i mention it before?
ive alw wanted to go overseas with my boyf,
but till now it nv did came true :(
oh and this year i keep having thoughts of quitting school!
and hmm,yeh i turned 18
so i can club !
which is good.
hahah.
things have changed, we have all changed.
some to btr, some not of cus.
i know i am a v impatient and short-tempered person.
i really am,like super bad attitude.
but i think i am better now. :) or should i say i am sure i am . haha.
a year is quite a long journey,
i fall and tripped a zillion times, new wounds new scars
and posibbly even on the same old spot , but ive learned.
and i am still learning. afterall we're learning everyday right?
I would really like to thanks those friends who stood by me all these while.
through thick and thin, to pull me through my darkest moments a
nd bring me back to my old self.
and of cus for enduring my stupid attitude/tantrums and nonsense.
thank youss so much! you kno who you are.
and especially that special one who reads me like a book! :D
May year 2010 be a splendid year for y'all! :)
in a nut shell,
2009 was a soso year.hectic and all.
i hope 2010 will be btr!
i wish to step out of my comfort zone and interact more!
like really get to work! freaking loser!
till now stil nv work in the sales line before.sigh!
maybe get myself a good boyf? haha. someone whom i can last with!
and we can go overseas and all and all! do all the fun things! :)
i really need to LOOK FORWARD. LOOK FORWARD .FORWARD .FORWARD.
times gone can only be kept as memories!!! * note to self *
and i wna slim down more! more more! yes, i am sure i can.
cause i did this yr! ^^
and of cus, i hope studies will be alright.
not too stress and all pls!
SO
IAM GNA WELCOME YEAR 2010 WITH AN EMPTY HEART.
AND PUT EVERYTHING ELSE BEHIND ME,
MOVE ALONG WITH 2010 ^^
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